And so, I've experienced a lot of things and also I am planning for things that I can do for the next days of my life.

( I <3 Dissidia )
It's short, I know. If I get to write the fanfiction I was talking about in my post, I'd try posting it on fanfiction.net and meh.
I do have an account there, if you guys want to check out my fics (I only have one, btw.), it's HnoC.

<3

Since STATPSY (Statistics for Psychology) is like the only subject where we engage in computers. I get to type something short about what I have experienced for the past two days.

( Maybe some more life ranting. Or not. =3 )
Love you gaiz!

BTW, I just finished watching Junjou Romantica. And damn, it was EPIC.

Well, I haven't been able to post for a while now, I've decided that now is the time to do so.

( What do you think I posted for this time? )
It's short and classes still ain't starting.

Oh wait, it is. o.o

Stolen from...
mariafiona
Ohohoho~ Some of them I can explain.

Stolen from...
mariafiona

I am back from Japan. I arrived yesterday at 1:30 pm, Philippine time. If you don't see a timeline like that, just look for Hong Kong; same time. So, I traveled alone, but that's fine, though I have a bad experience with take off (I don't like it), but I do love landing. The thing in between is ok. Whatever that's called.

Well, I haven't went to many places but I went to the Attractions in Japan. That includes; Akihabara, Ikebokuro, Chiba, Kameido (It has Sunstreet!)

Warning: No picspam. Oh noes. But there are. Some. You can count them with your fingers.
Subject is made by my good friend otakunekogirl who I call like everyday so she would know most of the things here.

( JAPAN! )

That's it for now! Kinda long? Well, it is. And this wasn't the complete story of my stay in Japan. These were just the best ones and the ones I couldn't forget. But anyway, that's it for now.

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I'm so happy.

Well... I just noticed that whenever I post, they seem to crowd my front page so I would really have to use LJ- cut and learn to love it. Despite the fact that I always keep on accidentally deleting the box wherein you type in your cut. Oh well. This wouldn't be a rant, but nonetheless.

 
Don't worry! It's shorter and less emo than my other posts~ <3

Well, unlike my other posts, this would be slightly unique. If you all have seen from mariafiona's LJ, I have graduated from high school! <3 Yay~ *heartsheartshearts* Then me, Jaime, Fiona and Katrina went out to celebrate in Tagaytay along with riding horses. Oh what a day that was! That was really special to me and one of the days I refuse to forget.

So right after that, I went to Japan and here I am! The land of anime, sushi, and pr0n. Yes, pr0n. Whenever I went in to a innocent looking convenience store, the magazine rack would have pr0n. Well I wouldn't call that pr0n since it's just a really eye catching girl in the bikini doing the 'pose' right on the frontpage. I'm not complaining but I'm just worried about the kids.

RANDOM: I BOUGHT LOVELESS 8!! THE LIMITED EDITION WHICH COMES WITH A SMALL LOVELESS COMIC!

Well, as of the moment, not alot has happened and I feel oh-so-giddy when I joined this community belovedkuzu. I adore LukeAsch or AschLuke with a burning passion and I feel so accepted into such a community. I was planning on buying doujinshis but I'm not quite sure where I could buy them. Or if I could buy them. Don't ask why.

So, to move on, there's a convention on uh, May 31 in SMX or wherever it is. Mangaholix and I really want to cosplay. But I don't know who! I want to cosplay as Viscount!Luke but I'm saving up for the Yaoi Con coming this September (looking forward to that, too). As of now, I'm taking a trip to Akihabara tomorrow and hopefully, I can get my hands on a model kit for Gundam Wing. I'm just borrowing this internet as of the moment, so I'm not sure if I could post soon or not. To pass on the time, I just draw endless shounenai between the originalxreplica (if you know what I mean *wink wink*), but I only ended up with one. Along with my horrible skills in photoshop, I don't think I would be able to color this drawing of mine. I color manually though.

Woah. This was shorter than I could imagine and I really am liking my avatar of Luke in Viscount. I don't know why, I just adore that costume title, makes him look rapeable. xD More hearts here and for anyone who has been stalking my LJ, thanks for taking your time to read this worthless piece of crap.

Have a nice day~

( More over here~ )

How do you do sparkles? o.o

So, I am now facing a horrible, horrible trainwreck. This is more of a rant, for I enjoy ranting at random things that affect my high school life, yet at the same time, I'm under this certain stage in life where I think everything that gets me annoyed is merely poopoo. Currently, I'm hooked up with Tales of the Abyss. For I am a yaoi fangirl, I appreciate certain pairings under this game.

Moving on with me ranting about my life. There's this thesis that our batch is worrying their asses off. And yes, without it, we won't be able to graduate, nor get out of that school. I don't hate my school but I've been there, living my 12 years in that same school. So. I am finally done defending my paper that has something to do with Stress Management between two different schools. I don't want to dwell so much on the detail for that made my head hurt. Thanks to Statistics. To top that, I've been printing the same piece of shit for so many times, but in the end, it's always WRONG. I don't know why.

Apparently, I've been given 2 weeks worth of revising the paper, indeed I was able to edit it by that time and submitted it to our very nice PASS Chairman. (P.A.S.S. is what our paper is called. The Chairman's job is to look over the student's papers one by one and comment on how horrid it is. Well, sounds bad? It's mostly like that.)

I gave her one week and a half to check my beautiful draft, but when I visited her yesterday, I wanted to punch the face of that random person beside me. Guess what, instead of readily waiting for my PASS to be revised, I received a hearty laugh from her, I think it's from her own self since she DID NOT EVEN LAY A FUCKING FINGER on my PASS. Now, that just pisses me off. She even made me look through her cabinet which is filled with, let's say over 140 papers waiting to be revised. And wow, I ended up with no results. Whatever happened to submit early and get it early? I don't get this shit. I really, don't. For my batch mates who seem to be reading this, YOU KNOW WHAT THE FUCK I'M TALKING ABOUT.

You know what this sums up to? ME. NOT. MEETING. THE. FUCKING. DEADLINE.

So, I visited her today and asked how was the revising coming. She was done but she gave it to another teacher. Who went home that day. I feel awful. I feel another horrible headache coming up. This is not my day. I swear. THIS IS NOT MY DAY.

--Bright Side!--

Wow, I'm actually having a bright side now? At least I'm trying. Aahha.

Yep, that's it. smiley.

Oh great. I hate it. I just totally fucking hate it. My Senior Life is nearly ending, and you know what this means. You get to separate from your dear friends at the same time fearing that they would forget you or anything close to that.

Since La Salle is the only school I passed out of UP and Ateneo (I didn't take UST, fuck.) I'm automatically going to study there. I still don't know what course I'll take. My mom wants me to be a doctor. My dad wants me to be a lawyer. I noticed that these two are the very most common courses your parents would choose, or not. But moving on. I want Computer Science, Fine Arts or Psychology. I scratched everything that I don't like out and I have a VERY drastic plan to do while I'm in College.

While I'm busy moping on how I don't have friends (well, maybe Ronie) while I'm in La Salle, I'm going to go earn and work hard for good grades. Study hard. And change school by second year to Ateneo. I feel horrible and stupid. It hurts when I just see my friends separate from me. That's what he always tells me, "Get some friends. Thousand of them." I try that but I can always remember the days when I would always get hurt because of friends. Friends, who needs 'em?

I do. Desperately.

It's not that I can't call my cirlce my cirlce of friends but that's in another case. Since I'm not with them during College. Oh god. I want to cry now, badly. I'll miss it. I'll miss High School. I'll miss everything. I'm alone. Is that it?

Though I have a great feeling that most of them would forget me by the time they'll graduate (that happens alot in my case) I cannot forget them in return. I'm sad. I'm crying. Fuckloads of tears. I don't want my Fourth Year life to end. Give me more time with him. I regret it. I regret everything. I want to hurt myself so badly at the extent of commiting suicide but I won't do that for that is just plain utter stupidity and I'm not that stupid.

Good thing not alot of people are reading this. Hopefully I'm still alive tomorrow since I might die due to water loss. Despite all that, I love my life. I love how painful it is. I'm not really a masochist or anything but it's so beautiful. The temptation of wanting to die is there. It's fascinating and it continues to attract my attention. But if I do that, wouldn't the world end for me? I mean death. It's not a great thing.

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Moving to the bright side:

I cosplayed Akiha Tohno yesterday. I got my long brown wig and my white headband. Running around the house while cosplaying feels awesome. So awesome, it just is. I'm apparently, doing well in school and I find that a good thing for I'm aiming for at least, a certificate to get a bronze. That seems very impossible now. Since it's the last term and there's barely 2 months left before College starts. Oh there it goes again.

I hate it. I hate the word College it makes me remember everything. Though my memory is not very good when it comes to academics, it's like a video when it comes to memories. Friends come and go. Really? I don't want to believe it. I don't believe it.

So, this ends my ranting and I swear, I need to visit a psychiatrist. My way of thinking has been too corrupt. Oh Lord, please help me. I'm lonely.

Life. Is. Beautiful.

I would have to agree to this. Though I may be suffering from different kinds of bad things lately. Such as being down most of the time, being showered by Long Tests in School (that's not cool), being away from friends, lastly lack of communication. Though I know that there are several things that I have to change within myself, Life. Is. Beautiful.

I repeat it. Life. Is. Beautiful.

I may sound like a monk or something but then I started to realize at the things that I wasn't able to see. This gives me great happiness. At the same time, great pain. I never really liked myself in various ways making me down and at the point of have clinical depression. I do know myself that, that is not a good thing. I don't want to commit suicide or anything like that. Who would? Would you? Would we?

Oh wow. I just lol'd when I saw the subject of this post. I haven't been posting quite regularly for I am a really lazy bum; just watching anime all weekend or just being plain hardcore. I have been drawing these past days and I've noticed that my art style has drastically change ever since the time I started to draw. I <3 Persona ~trinity soul~ oh so much. Kyaa~ I've never actually played the game but I basically know how the game goes. Also been watching True Tears, Rosario + Vampire, and trying to finish Seto no Hanayome.

So I was chatting with one of my friends today, soon noticing that I've passed only in one college. At least I passed one. But my good friends Ona and Katrina are really smart compared to me. Dame na ningen da. As what other people would say. But I'm not trying to self mutilate my brain or anything. Ever since I started ranting here my everyday life, I kinda feel comfortable. Although, no one reads this, I can say thank you to LiveJournal. I have great friends, dun worry.

Right now, I am studying for a long test in Pre-Calculus. Not my best subject, not my worst either. I liked Math and I guess Geometry ain't my thing. I prefer Algebra. I surely am retarded. Starting off, I ended up on a different class from all my friends so I thought of gaining new ones. Not a surprising thing for me to do over there, I find it natural. I don't open up too much. Well, people may look at it that way that I am a very jolly person but I'm keeping stuff to myself.

We started reading the book "1984" in school and indeed, CAN THEY PLEASE STOP MAKING LOVE EVERY PAGE. It's not that I'm annoyed or anything and for people who have read this, ending kinda sucks in my opinion.

Opinions are like butts, everyone has them but no one thinks their own stinks.

Lastly, prom. Our circle is fussing how 11 people can fit in a table only enough for 10. That's very disturbing and the due date is this Friday. Wow. At the same time, I have to get my wavier or else that 11 people may turn to 9. Don't ask why.

That was pretty long and most of them would end up like this. 2007 was great and so was CGS (retreat). I love being a Senior. I just don't know why. One day, I swear. I will miss High School.

Watching: Persona ~trinity soul~ - 04

Wow, this was supposed to be my first post but oh well. Since I haven't been able to introduce myself properly, I'll do that now.

My name is Ko Mizukami (Ko is my nickname), I am *bleep bleep* years old and I live in the Philippines. If you saw my previous posts then you'll notice that I go to Japan at least once a year. It's just a coincidence that I went there twice this year. Fortunately, I had faster intarwebs on said year and gets to download animes. I've been watching CLANNAD lately and I find it an "oh-kay" show. Not too bad for my tastes.

I went to the HERO con last Saturday (December 1); along I saw mariafiona and met her there for she wasn't able to take the SAT. I felt sad for that. But we still had fun during HERO. I was cosplaying as a bunny maid walking around with a bunny headband. Let's just say that the HERO convention was not as good as I expected for I had more fun at the previous one, if I remember correctly, that was last year.

As you can see, I'm bored and that the term exams are tomorrow along with my PASS defense (thesis) at February something. Porjects due by Wednesday and my very nice classmates being not lazy bums, I have to do all this shit by myself. Not that I'm complaining or something. No, I'm not EMO for I don't cut myself. Because we all know that cutting yourself leads to bad things.

Let's just say that I'm not a VERY optimistic person. But I don't seek death and I'm gradually learning life's little happiness. Hopefully, I could do that but I'm not doing all this alone. No, no. I'm not a very serious person. I'm actually easy to talk to once we get to know each other. And I repeat, I do like anime. And if any of you has a DeviantArt account, I post my drawings there and I hope that I can meet more people that I could share my interests with.

To summarize this, I'm a normal girl who lives a normal life. Not very extraordinary eh? But there are things that always teach me. I'm not sure if you find this interesting or anything but that's me.

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I bought a new book yesterday.

"The Zahir" - Paulo Coelho. In before, slowpoke.

Yay. New animes have come out after School Days. (Shush. That's my favorite anime at the moment.)

:3 Hey, did you know that the diameter of the world wide web is 19 clicks? I dunno why. If you know, tell me. :3

O-OMG. Yes, it's that game which involves robots. Oh the <3. I've been playing it for a while now, thanks yo my friend who told me that he was playing SuperRobo on his PS2. I-it's addicting just like the Impossible Quiz. It has been eating my life.

<B>TFO FTW! <3</B>

Just in case for the people who doesn't know SuperRobo. It's a game with mechs; and damn, they are sexy. :3

Oh yes. Exams are next week but I still bothered to post here. Thank you korochan for commenting in my first post here about my trip to Japan. There will be more when I go back there this coming October or September. I'm not sure. So moving on, exams are still coming and good heavens; I'm not actually cramming. Thank you to the people who even bothered to add me to their friend list. Don't worry I'll add you all back.

Oh wow, I forgot how to do lj-cut since I haven't been posting lately. Well, it's been for a really long time. I might as well not add this to my friends-only post but it's just like a 'hello' note to everyone who read this.

BTW. Anyone of you guys willing to teach me how to do lj-cut? Pretty please. The one who does will get a free cookie. I promise.

I have no idea why I'm just doing this now, but I know that not alot look at my journal since I just started but anyways, I don't really care much, I just want my computer to have more space for more things to download. Hoorah!
Note: This is picture heavy unless I decided to put a part two for it.




This is me on the plane going there from Manila. It took us about 4 hours to get there. It has been long and all I did was sleep or listen to the iPod mini of mine.



This is inside my dad's car. OMG. Look at that temperature! Hey, it got even colder.


Then next pictures are now needed to view in full quality. So I'm viewing them in somewhere else, or I might be nice enough not too.

<b>*thinks*</b> Fine I'll just put one more picture. And this picture is for the people who appreciate the Jump manga. Here goes the best shop for people like us!

n00b?

Where?

*points to self*

I'm new. Hello y'all.

Mikuru Beam!!